WTF!?

what kind of cruel joke is this anyway?
I'm so confused. People are so fucking confusing! I mean I love the differences between people, but isn't our likenesses and our commonalities what bring us together and help us relate? Even attract us to one another?
Life is so contradictory... I mean, I get that our differences and our uniqueness are what make life so colorful and enjoyable. But half of life's misery is figuring people out or rather.. never figuring them out. My dad always told me " You can not control anyone else's reactions, you can only control your own." and "You won't understand someone else completely because they see things in their own perception- everyone has their own movie." and I know this.. I guess i just can't come to grips with it.
I was watching Heroes the other day with my friends and we discussed what powers we wanted. I have always said I wouldn't want to be a mind reader.. there are reasons we can't hear people's thoughts and why people have filters and what not.
But I think I could handle it now. I'd rather know what the hell people are thinking then constantly wonder and possibly think worse than what is being thought. I mean, I can handle someone's honest opinion.. I base my life on being honest. I think real friends and people who love one another should be honest... not blunt or cruel.. but honest.
*sigh*
Sorry, this probably makes no sense at all to anyone. I'm just frustrated with trying to figure people out. They make no sense... and I'm one of them!
Amber out.